what could be the most exact word that would describe what was happening around now? i don't know...maybe because i am not in the mood to think of it..or maybe i am just letting myself go with the flow and think of the memories raniel had left to me...to all of us. i cannot fully describe the feelings and emotions i am feeling right now...it is hard...it is hard for my part to accept that raniel, that was once alive, was now-dead! i can't even think how fast everything had happened... with just a snap..everything turned upside-down...laughters turned into tears, smiles turned into sobs and dreams turned into a nightmare.
haha...maybe some of us now is under the stage of denial. denying that raniel is dead, denying that raniel is gone forever. but some had already accepted that raniel is. nobody knows where raniel is now...nobody could ever figure out whether he is saved or not...nobody could ever think if what raniel is doing right now...but we all know that raniel is now resting in the lap of God, and we know that he had already got his crown. raniel had left everything on the night of november 23, 2008 at the age of 16, and raniel had already left the world...left everything.
(tagalog)
kaasar ka raniel..ba't di ka nagparamdam sa'min na iiwan mo na kami....am bilis...grabeh...kahit wala ka na...mas lalo ka pang sumikat! hahahahaha......raniel..kung nasan ka man ngayon..we all hope na sana masaya ka....although hindi namin nagawa ung part namin. sorry for that!
nawalan kami ng isang mabuti, matalino at gwapong kaibigan...lahat kami na naiwan mo ay parang lamesang naputulan ng isang paa, isang kotseng natanggaln ng gulong at isang bahay na nawalan ng bubong! raniel..raniel...kaasar ka !!!! may plano c God sa bawat isa sa atin..maybe..eto ung plano nia sayo!...although hindi ka niya nabigyan ng second chance..ika nga nila...everything happens for a purpose...lahat ng tao nabubuhay because of that purpose....
sa mga kaibigan, classmates, batchmates, schoolmates, relatives at family na naiwan ni raniel. lilipas din lahat ng nararamdaman natin ngayon. challenge lang ni God satin to..kung papano tayo magco-cope sa isang bagay na mahirap tanggapin....
mahal na mahal ka naming lahat raniel... sayang..hindi namin nasabi lahat sayo ito nung buhay at kasama ka pa namin!
"dad, ayoko pa, gawan mo ng paraan...", ang huling linya na sinabi ni raniel sa daddy nia bago sia mamatay.
well..ganyan ang buhay..maraming twists and turns...hanggang dito na lang...bye!
haha...maybe some of us now is under the stage of denial. denying that raniel is dead, denying that raniel is gone forever. but some had already accepted that raniel is. nobody knows where raniel is now...nobody could ever figure out whether he is saved or not...nobody could ever think if what raniel is doing right now...but we all know that raniel is now resting in the lap of God, and we know that he had already got his crown. raniel had left everything on the night of november 23, 2008 at the age of 16, and raniel had already left the world...left everything.
(tagalog)
kaasar ka raniel..ba't di ka nagparamdam sa'min na iiwan mo na kami....am bilis...grabeh...kahit wala ka na...mas lalo ka pang sumikat! hahahahaha......raniel..kung nasan ka man ngayon..we all hope na sana masaya ka....although hindi namin nagawa ung part namin. sorry for that!
nawalan kami ng isang mabuti, matalino at gwapong kaibigan...lahat kami na naiwan mo ay parang lamesang naputulan ng isang paa, isang kotseng natanggaln ng gulong at isang bahay na nawalan ng bubong! raniel..raniel...kaasar ka !!!! may plano c God sa bawat isa sa atin..maybe..eto ung plano nia sayo!...although hindi ka niya nabigyan ng second chance..ika nga nila...everything happens for a purpose...lahat ng tao nabubuhay because of that purpose....
sa mga kaibigan, classmates, batchmates, schoolmates, relatives at family na naiwan ni raniel. lilipas din lahat ng nararamdaman natin ngayon. challenge lang ni God satin to..kung papano tayo magco-cope sa isang bagay na mahirap tanggapin....
mahal na mahal ka naming lahat raniel... sayang..hindi namin nasabi lahat sayo ito nung buhay at kasama ka pa namin!
"dad, ayoko pa, gawan mo ng paraan...", ang huling linya na sinabi ni raniel sa daddy nia bago sia mamatay.
well..ganyan ang buhay..maraming twists and turns...hanggang dito na lang...bye!
